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fact, the exact feeling that this also means a However, perhaps not qualified to talk about feelings here!
Sometimes I think actually quite funny and sad, but I do not know the age of like me, feeling, or a blank world, and in the end be considered in the rare thing in the world, ,UGGs, so I always have wrapped themselves in tightly, not to have any real feelings leak ...
now many relatives and friends always try to tell and told me: , almost put his married Well, girls age big drag on the bad to find the right ... I worry and worry, but I understand it but my mind was: In this world someone is willing to accept me?
I do not need sympathy and compassion Moreover, HBV is more for the world of fear and discrimination. I do not want to deceive ourselves, not to hide the truth to deceive others mm! I know to do that, may be temporary so-called love, but do not I will always live happy, not happy, but in that case it makes me feel live really tired! I do not hope that one day I will become a burden and a burden to others! So I closed all his true thoughts and feelings, so far in my living area in addition to my male students and male colleagues, I have almost no female friends!
as early as elementary school male students I received a . bad writing this thing'd write self-taught?
there in high school, chasing my boys, when our very young children are a group of 14,5 years of age, ideology is relatively simple, simple relationship is only a good friend and classmate! the students in our school to make friends is really very simple, just pure love. two people and sometimes saying the students and the general between the do not say do! to a birthday he will give their so-called We, more accurately, should be considered innocent friendship! not like the current high school students in public places have dared to act too close! probably because I'm one of those more orthodox bones of people, some of the excesses of today's kids actions and behavior comparison is not easy to accept and identify with, and perhaps may be the reason I am getting old?
high school students I and class relations are very good men and women, to be still kept in touch, although now and everyone is increasingly common topic less, because he (she) had been married most people, together again with my personal problems when we became a public topic, I will of course become the focus of attention and the object of collective attacks . No matter who is to meet and certainly the first thing I said is: laughed off the language, and they sometimes joked: just to work that year, Mother can not wait to give me about a boy, it was heard in good condition, and lived in her home district. I was only much ah? less than 20 I would have scared me ... For a long time did not dare to go home Mother! because I was afraid she took me to the blind! was not something I always evasive, she will understand my intentions, so she also had to be abandoned.
I was not aware of their future marriage and life issues, and there was also little older,UGG boots cheap, more fun, actually, and students seeking only silly play. unknowingly to 23 years, a succession of all the students around some friends, and our party are also slowly become less up, their only gradually realized,bailey UGG boots, ah! I gonna get married to the age of the!
I thought of my own and others different people like me, but also may have their own love it? the world was such a person would marry my wife it? a lot of questions one after another .... I was really very worried! But I really think I do not have parents, or to any person mentioned, because I do not want you worry about me! in fact I do not say, although mouth but we all know they are nothing but thinking about my business.
in the summer of 2003, I remember very clearly!!! because in that year's Dragon Boat Festival, my beloved grandfather passed away at age 93, I especially admire his old open-minded, cheerful character, I wish I could laugh like him life! there is because in that year is my year, my big cousin for my personal question has talked to me! (he did not know I was HBVER the truth) because of his age than I was 10 years old, there are may be due to the problems his career (he is a teacher), he and I talk to him is the communication and chat, in my opinion, is to lecture and orders. He is basically the conversation that he felt I'm too dumb, of course, refers to is in the emotional aspects of (when he did not directly say that I was an idiot on the emotional issue, the tone is still quite, more mildly, but I can feel. In fact, I really stupid? life, I can feel a boy told me that favor, but I do not have the courage to accept the pursuit of any person, can do is a fool, because it goes without saying also know), he said I have 24, and is also a big girl, look at me the past few years nothing happened, his older brother to help me when looking for a guard. He thought we were special right, wish I could understand the boy, communication. I heard was this! so we took out before the deal Regardless of the set of seven eight-aunt, Dodge busy and did not have time to meet, would like to quibble away, but did not think cousin well prepared, he said nothing, when you have time to ask him when we meet! I thought my heart was still with the old ways, ignoring the stubble, and over time he will give up, I did not expect, cousin is a dogged, Cui call me every day to meet me, I am also really no way forced to be afraid of him and I worry about, two weeks later, in my futile resistance, the final only to meet again. but I have something I deliberately picked a weekend to go, did not advance in advance and my brother said, Xiangnong him a surprise, almost a good up when I withdraw! my good time than we had agreed upon more than 10 minutes late, I went to the meeting place far to see my brother waiting for me outside,UGG boots, I a meeting with him, said: I have something to stay up to 1 hour, immediately goes back to unit work overtime, I was outburst, I felt not my brother's eyes! so scared but do not dare say more What! followed him went in, I saw my brother's colleagues and her brother, my brother up with each other to explain that I am busy with work, the total overtime, for a while to go, so today only know each other first, a brief look ...
in cousin's Social intimate ceremony, my brother let the boy introduced himself a bit, then my brother is my boast, after a pass to excuse the two of them go out a little in advance, leaving little time to chat for a while ...
our own The boy child is not very high but the long okay, 4 years older than me, at the central level units of work, various conditions are all very good, but I do not know why there was simply no mind to think of light time ah you live quickly, that I leave up ah! almost 10 minutes so I did not how to speak, just listen to his own that said. and then later my brother and his sister back, I signaled to go, I mean, I Geming White said: Do you leave a phone to each other, after a good re-contact. My God, there is time! no way: (, I hesitated whether or not to leave him my phone number, then If you can later said the boy would want to take me to dinner ... I heard once told him my phone number, that I still do not eat with you. finish up after their bye and fled .. .
I sat in the back of the car unit, they begin to think up: In fact, if I'm not HBVER, maybe I will try to associate with him. but I can not! because I have the courage to tell him the truth, so I decided to give up this opportunity.